Dear Why

You are so not worth my energy. 

Why am I stupidly thinking you tick all my checklist?

While all you did was making me feel bad about myself, thinking I wasn't good enough, thinking what fulfil me is not a good thing. 

The fact that what you think about me was what you made out of judging me and it was all in your head. 

You are such a hypocrite. Acting like a saint but you are just as dirty as how you judged me. 

I hate you so much for making me hate myself.